Verse 1 - E Luv
I put the mic to my lips more times than I've felt a woman's kiss
More times than a porno star has kissed dick
More times than you dicks that criticize my shi- have ever spit
Haven't spit shi-, in comparison - these fu--in' bitc-es aren't shi-
Day out/day in, motherfu--az be bullshi--in'
It be the same ol' shi- again and again
People always askin' me what's wrong because it seems like I'm stressin'
Maybe it's because I am - so transparent can't seem to keep it hidden

I think my first regret is that I never found True Luv
25 years later, I'm still alone - that's what I'm speakin' of
Some say my standards are too high - man you just don't know
How can you say that bullshi- - I say your standards too low
Remember boyz before hoes unless she's the one then you never have to choose
We lived by that, but I seemed to have conveniently forgotten the rules
I found the luv of a lady - but the emotion was just too consuming
And what the rules gotta say about that? - shi-, the beat chose me

Music was my gift, empathy my curse
In retrospect all that negative energy made the fu--in' song work
Much respect, it took the San Francisco BDSM scene
To realize there was a second, evil - much darker side of me
There's a constant battle waging all around the continuum
That is my soul - I respect the light, yet also embrace the darkness within
Neither part can ever bend, the two must continue battlin' the fight
In the end the music should win, thus my shi- sound tight

She taught me to let my guard down in her presence
I did so with great hesitance - gotta be hard, even in my residence
But the first time I let go of the control I felt home
Not vanilla sexual, I'm talkin' mind fu--, consensual
This was so much more erotic than I thought it ever could be
The power exchange of dominance and submission captured me
Thoroughly captivated the E - opened my fu--in' eyes, now I can see!
Her pain/my pleasure - no longer confined to the bondage of normalcy

Man, how can I just give in and humble myself to this Goddess
I'm hers yet my relationship with organized religion doesn't exist
She requires my obeisance, so with little or no resistance
Thank you Mistress for the opportunity to kneel in your presence
Rappin' from my heart the devotion I feel for you
E Luv looks up hesitantly from your feet to find you already knew
Shi-, she got me hooked, what the fu-- can I do?
Sick shi- be the only shi- I wanna spit - twisted with a luv that's true


Verse 2 - E Luv
I may be a rapper but ain't no chicken in here
Ain't no bubble gum - this straight gristle, let me make this shi- clear
Fear is afraid of The Egregious I, doubt is hesitatin' to get at me
I got defeat sick and tired of losing to the E-L-U-V
I be sharp and slick
Sippin' on 2 day old half full/half empty chilled bottled water shi-
Motherfu--ers gettin' swept - done in by my pen
Games 5 and 6'll be played if necessary - there's no hope of even seein' game seven

I was so taken aback, from one moment of blatant disrespect..da-n
This woman had slapped my as- with a backhand
Felt my jaw like what the..
Physically I should've been stronger, but she looked like she didn't even give a fu--
Nah fu-- that, fu-- this bitc- - where's my gun?
She didn't even flinch - I lunged but from her beauty I was stunned
Hey, what can I say, she was in no mood to play
From that day forward, I was trained to know her name only as She, Who i Must Obey

To think, one momentary indiscretion started my lesson
To put things in perspective, I was reborn from our first session
That was the beginning of the Vicious Lyricist - pain was bliss
She rid myself of the defeatist shi-, I became a sado-masochist
Stripped of all types of control and bound from ankle to wrist
And all I remember thinking was how I was in some shi-, the deepest
My disciplinarian hit me with straight punishment, the severest
And like say, limits are always respected, but pushed

Released from inescapable bonds, I collapse to the floor, free
But there's still a fight left up in the E cause I'm still moving
With no remorse, she began to trample me beneath
Black stiletto heels that accentuate stockinged legs and feet
Out of desperation I grabbed for her
That opened me up, she kicked me where it really fu--in' hurt
You know me, I start talkin' shi-, though I'm in no position
Then she says, we will never again have this discussion

The next thing I'm rememberin', she's talking and I'm taking it all in
My existence is a blur, my mind captured - I'm in her arms quiverin'
Save now, all of my life, I've always been in control
But my state is evidence of a toll that has left me vulnerable
I had endured torture without physical or emotional scars
My mind expanded - everyday things don't seem all that hard!
Shi-, she got me hooked, what the fu-- can I do?
Sick shi- be the only shi- I wanna spit - twisted with a luv that's true


Verse 3 - E Luv
I be the vet - motherfu--ers see me as a threat
On the weekend I bus' about a 90 minute set
By the end I ain't got nothin' left but salty dried up sweat
And it was good too, if I smoked I would need a cigarette
Ten years in this shi- and I've only scratched my surface interests
This has long since been personal - time to turn it into a business
Fu-- settlin', I'm excellin' - yellin' out the name of my attack and
I'm laughin' at your staggerin' unimpressive battlin' - it's quite depressin'

How many haters did I destroy today in my Mistress' name
Yes, in Her name I be the haters' bane
They used say failure brings dishonor, death brings life
Immediately, she collars me to make the viciousness stay hype
No denyin' the rhymin' must be unleashed at the right time
When the gothic imagery of her world can truly make my lines come alive
Why is he takin' a step back willingly into the slavery days?
Nah see it just ain't the same

One must be in control - one must be controlled
Two submissive personalities, man that shi- gets old
Two dominants adds up to why the divorce rate is at 50%
One gotta give it up - one gotta take it up, that way is so much more inventive
She's a strong woman so I have no problem with her meeting the parents
Who gives a fu-- she's a dominatrix, heck, I'm a musician
What are they gonna do ask about our favorite fetishes?
We both make well into 6 figures, what we do in our bedroom is our business

There's something so alluring about a woman about her paper
From your hard day, rest your feet - it's uplifting, allow me to pamper
I receive immeasurable pleasure from providing great service
Although, humbly I know - ultimately it's about My Mistress and her happiness
She approves and awards me with another session
And there's no question - it's always better than the last one
Emotionally we play off each other well as you can tell
She knows me better that I know myself - how hard was it that I fell?

Open the sunroof, put the windows down
Not even payin' attention to the road - I'm too concerned with the sounds
Breeze blows through the car as begins the bass boom
I catch wind of my Domina's scent - either it's her hair or perfume
That clarity I mentioned before clearly enthralled by you
Mischievous thoughts purged, all I have is respect so it's cool
Shi-, she got me hooked, what the fu-- can I do?
Sick shi- be the only shi- I wanna spit - twisted with a luv that's true